There is nothing more frustrating than not knowing WHY. The great WHY will haunt you like a monster in your sleep. In hope I can find some answers to my question I have started this personal blog where I will keep track of my life and of my moods.

Today I was reading The Outsiders. My dad asked me what I was reading and I said ‘a book’. What book? I just shrugged, I don’t expect anybody understand my hobbies or my choice of movies, books etc. I am used to being the only one who listens to X and loves Y movie/book. It is the curse of diversity, maybe?! I don’t know, but I used to say that the problem with our wolrd is that we have too many choices and now I can add, so little answers. People being desperate to find the meaning of life, posting silly photos of whatever they ate or did in a day. This is horrible, get me out of it. Facebook is not a social network, it is a nightmare. I feel like I am invaded by all these people’s search for answers. It is an awful experience. And in most of these pics and statuses I just see lacks. The bookworm has no friends. The one who posts photos of his/her breakfast has nobody to share his/her breakfast with. How many of you post photos of you and your friends?!!! Since when has friendship becoem such a luxury? The truth is, it’s getting harder having a friend nowadays. People do not want to commit. They do not have time. They don’t have money. Gone are the days when you could just hang out at a buddy’s place. Everything MUST happen in a club, a fancy restaurant or a cafe. Everything is coffee-related nowadays. People are scared of being attached to other people, but they have no reserve whatsoever when it comes to coffee. Oh, I’m a zombie without my morning coffee! But what are you without your friends? Ah, friends. You can find them anywhere. You don’t even need money to buy them. So why waste money on friends? You can waste it on material goods.

And fashion, oh lord the fashion. Everybody looking the same. The fashion industry nowadays is the most boring ever. Black, white, beige. Neutral colours, they say, make you feel better. Especially black. Black is the ultimate IT colour because it can make you look thinner. It can make you WHAT YOU ARE NOT. You know, when I was younger we used to complain about school uniforms. Now guess what?? The uniform’s become fashionable. Everywhere I go I see the same patterns, same colours, same outfits. I can’t even find a non-mainstream “bohemian” style blog. Even the 70’s have become mainstream-ized. They call it “boho”, “boho chic”, whatever. It’s the same to me. Where are the people who dress with originality, according to their own personality? Perhaps they no longer have a personality.

I think we’ve all become brainwashed. Society telling us how to act and dress and what’s wrong and what’s not. Only now we are a democratic country, nobody is forcing you, appearantly, to think the way society does. But in the end, you’re still the same fucked-up person who has become what society expected you to become.

Tell me, where were you before the world told you who to be? (I saw this on a tumblr-like image, you know the written, artistic, poetic whatever photos that have some really deep-meaning words on it. As in ‘life is a journey’ and behind in the background, an open road. Yeah, life is a fucking journey you don’t need to be a genius to see that). Life is THE journey whose road the stupid society is constantly paving.

To be continued…

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Tanna naa… sounds good!

February 17, 2008

“What? Sounds good? What?”

This:

-> Skid Row – 18 and Life

Trebuia sa pun melodia asta. Mi-a ramas in cap de cand am ascultat-o.

(am updatat blogul) šŸ˜‰

Ieri: teatru: Florin Piersic si Emilia Popescu – Straini in noapte. Comedie romantica. :)) Foarte frumos jucat.

<<“Straini in noapte” este o comedie romantica cu rasturnari surprinzatoare de situatii, despre seductie, minciuna si timpul care ne transforma.

Pierre este casatorit si tatal unui adolescent. A ramas singur in Paris sa munceasca, in timp ce sotia si fiul sau sunt plecati in vacanta.
Juliette este o blonda tanara, frumoasa si enigmatica.
Il intalneste pe Pierre intr-un bar si-i accepta invitatia de a mai bea un pahar la el acasa. Seara abia incepe…
Cum va evolua relatia dintre ei?
Cine este ea cu adevarat?
Cine este el?>>

Cam aceasta e descrierea piesei.

Piesa, coloana sonora, este celebra “Strangers in the Night” a lui Frank Sinatra.

[trilu-audio]http://www.trilulilu.ro/Adi_2008/908cef346447c3[/trilu-audio]

Azi: lectii de canto. Prima ora propriu-zisa. Am cantat pentru prima data la un microfon. :)) Doamne, de cand asteptam momentul asta. Plus ca profu’ ne-a lasat singuri pe la sfarsit iar noi ne-am distrat… copios! Am testat si pianu’ profului… ;)) Mi-am incarcat bateriile, sunt plina de energie!

^_^

14 februarie

February 14, 2008

Valentine’s Day, but of course! Blahhh! Pe langa comerciala si de prost gust, mai e luata si de la americani. :))

Just an ordinary day… Pentru mine…

Dedicatie pentruĀ indragostiti: iubiti-va in continuare, suntem tineri doar o data in viata!

Iar eu ma fac mica-mica, sa nu ma intrebe nimeni ce-am primit…

poza: InsideMe @ Deviant

Ia ghici ce-am gasit in rafturile de la Diverta!

:))

Si CD-uri cu muzica:

A inceput scoala. Grrr… iar chimie!

Pentru cei care vor sa vina la celebrul lmv… 1 la mana: nu sunt drogati :)) va dau cuvantul!

Si ca sa fac o mica descriere… sa incepem cu principiul de baza: “Intri oricand, da’ de iesit nu mai iesi!”. Intr-un cuvant – gardieni. Puteti avea norocul insa de a iesi la 6:30 cu alte clase.. sau sa luati scutire de la proful de servici, convingandu-l ca va e extrem de rau si ati rabdat atatea ore pana acum…

Beware of chemistry! Pe bune! T_T Eventual de informatica?…

Continuam… la filologie e cel mai usor, in schimb se pune accent pe clasele de mate. Puneti pe lista o clasa bilingva, ca va aduce mai multe avantaje. šŸ˜‰

Cel mai mult imi place cand seĀ organizeaza activitati extrascolare, mai ales cand doamna Luchi (istorie) ne ia la simpozioane si scapam de ore. šŸ˜€

O! Si domnul Feri… de fizica! Il iubim cu totii! O sa va cante si o sa va spuna povesti cu martieni…:))

Cam atat de zis… va asteptam cu drag… :> mwah!

Misterele matematicii

February 10, 2008

1 x 8 + 1 = 9
12 x 8 + 2 = 98
123 x 8 + 3 = 987
1234 x 8 + 4 = 9876
12345 x 8 + 5 = 98765
123456 x 8 + 6 = 987654
1234567 x 8 + 7 = 9876543
12345678 x 8 + 8 = 98765432
123456789 x 8 + 9 = 987654321

1 x 9 + 2 = 11
12 x 9 + 3 = 111
123 x 9 + 4 = 1111
1234 x 9 + 5 = 11111
12345 x 9 + 6 = 111111
123456 x 9 + 7 = 1111111
1234567 x 9 + 8 = 11111111
12345678 x 9 + 9 = 111111111
123456789 x 9 +10 = 1111111111

9 x 9 + 7 = 88
98 x 9 + 6 = 888
987 x 9 + 5 = 8888
9876 x 9 + 4 = 88888
98765 x 9 + 3 = 888888
987654 x 9 + 2 = 8888888
9876543 x 9 + 1 = 88888888
98765432 x 9 + 0 = 888888888

1 x 1 = 1
11 x 11 = 121
111 x 111 = 12321
1111 x 1111 = 1234321
11111 x 11111 = 123454321
111111 x 111111 = 12345654321
1111111 x 1111111 = 1234567654321
11111111 x 11111111 = 123456787654321
111111111 x 111111111 = 12345678987654321

Eh… interesant, nu? šŸ™‚